"why must one live to die? why must we try and fail? why do we live at all? i wonder if there is a higher power, a higher being, if they care at all? or are we part of someone's insanely large, 6 billion, puppet collection? i wonder why do we exist at all?"
Have u ever took a step back and analyzed/examined/looked at ur life?
the likelyhood of u ever doing this is high. and probably quite often. we look at where we r in life, wat milestones we've passed, which ones we should be at. wat r the things we have accomplished, wat have we not accomplished?
when we look at the world around us our lives may seem like a mockary. we are lead to believe we r individualist, orignial, unique. but the truth is we are all the same. we r not unique, sorry ur mum lied, but we r all cut from the same cookie cutter. its not anything we could have helped, we have be taught this since the beginning of time. we are all just miniscule beings, part of a greater society and an even greater so world. being part of this massive system, one in which we have no control over, is very diificult.
it is very easily for one to have a sense of helplessness, wats the point anyway?... i kno that road way too well, but i cant help but believe that im not the only one who has been there. so perhaps you have been here, the road i find myself this afternoon. a road filled with: questions about the unknown. why does one exist, why is there pain, failure, love, hate, why does one worry, why do we look forward to a future, why try...we just die, wats the point of all this, does God really exist, why did God create us, and the list can go on for an infinite amount of miles.
Today for the first time ever i met a young woman named: Benita Veliz. Benny is intelligent, sweet, funny, ambitious, kind, caring, and all together a wonderful person. before today i knew who Benny was, but today a door was opened to get to kno her. her stories of adversity she has faced are marvelous. im astonished dat someone with so much adversity in her life still is ambitous, optimistic, and still has a very strong faith in God. Benny has inspired me greatly.
i dont have all the answers to my questions. but i do believe, there is something to this life, something greater than wat meets the eyes!
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